Where To Go From Here

It's the start of a new year. My senior year. The year where everything counts and there's no room for error. Classes have been picked and are waiting for finalization. The hectic start to school shopping is right around the corner. I want to make this year count. To go out with a bang. I just don't know if I can do it all alone. I have college applications and homework. Chores and a job. I'm only one girl. I need help. But I know if I look by my side I'm going to have the loving support of my family and friends. The help and love of my amazing boyfriend. Today is the day I take those first preparatory steps. Now I have only one question. Where do I go from here?

What Does My Future Hold?

So many times the thought crosses my head. I'm not sure what my future holds for me. The only things I know are that I am determined to fulfill my life goal of being a veterinarain and that I want to be with my one and only forever. But that's all I know. I have so many questions for my future. Where will I live? Will I end up married with kids? Am I going to be a good parent? Will I be able to make it on my own in the big, cruel world? I'm not sure. But, I do know that if I stay strong I will make it. With him holding my hand every step of the way.

I'm Sorry I'm Not Perfect

With everything that goes on in life all I can do is try to keep my head held high. I make mistakes, I leave things out. Going into my senior year, I'm actually scared. I'm not going to have my one and only around to help me through the school day anymore. I'm not going to have very many friends. But that's what happens when you move to a new school in the middle of junior year. But I know that the one thing I love most in life will always be there. Even if he's working or in his own classes in college, just knowing I have him and no one else does is enough for me to stay strong. For him. For me. For both of us.